Just a little rant
Why is it so hard to end relationships?
Why do we stay with people who make us unhappy?
I always used to watch those lifetime movies about the wives whos husbands would treat them horribly, beat them and cheat on them. They would stay with him until he killed her or until she killed him. I always used to ask my self "How could anyone stay in such an abusive relationship?" i never got it...
I'm not saying i get it now.. but it kinda makes more sense to me. He didn't abuse me deff not physically anyway. But there is the emotional abuse whether its intentional or not, It's there.
I continued to say. Do i like to get treated like shit? Do i like to be made to feel like a fool, like I'm worthless?
I can't seem to get it..Why stay? Why did i stay for so long? and im still dealing with this we are "broken up" but idk. It's really bothering me. Why do i stay and continue to feel like shit and cry everyday? Why do i let someone get the best of me and continue to make me feel this way? Am i really that weak?
...Cry for help...
1 comment:
It's really tough to know. It could be that there was a period of time where you both were happy and it's that time that you cry for and miss and feel grief over losing.
There's nothing wrong with you. You don't like to be treated bad...you're not crazy. It's just that your heart can remember that there is a reason why you had loved this person and it feels pain over losing that.
Feel better.
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